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Now I Hate Everything

by Apebreeder

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1.
fighting's a waste again when I couldn't sleep begin everyday, everytime tired release, resent pick up speed from where I lost you everyday, everytime tired everyday, everytime wired to eat the pain you complain when it starts to ease away the strain can't combust internally so burn your surroundings everyday, everytime tired make a scene, a show they might pay for everyday, everytime tired I'm not done with a minute mark push it away when it burns how does it feel? believe not, worship the way we need not worship the way we can close it now outside is a little a bit colder than the comfort of your room at least paying for a hole is better than dying, right? you can tuck your body away safely at night displace what you kept inside for days and years it doesn't have to be like this but you seem too fine so just forget been a long day maybe we're better than the rest it's a long and slow decay should i be grateful just for once? I'm not done with a minute mark push it away when it burns how does it feel? believe not, worship the way we need not worship the way
2.
I'm sitting on the edge the clouds inform me "a little bit of rain and you will not prosper" all this will stay the same if you keep on lacking a little bit of rain to suspend your posturing stay in your pose bend your soul to its limits spent on all that you saved for the rain and saved for the gloomy days meld love and frustration let life pass you by death by quick castration let life pass you by your face and the pavement let life pass you by blemished and forsaken let life pass you by your time will never come and so are we be left used and undone and so will we meld love and frustration let life pass you by death by quick castration let life pass you by your face and the pavement let life pass you by blemished and forsaken let life pass you by
3.
I let them ingest but they're spitting me out Beyond my doorsteps you're hearing me shout He's the lord of sudden anger I let them ingest but they're spitting me out Beyond my doorsteps you're hearing me shout He's the lord of sudden anger He's the lord of sudden anger And it's kicking like it's found its danger He's the lord of sudden anger Feelings bind they intoxicate Leaving you blind Growing pains from the city lights And sounds of sirens If you stay then you could be bound Forever in this place Of unrest There's no rest in sight for the day For the night I'm in disquiet I need violence I need violence I need violence I need violence I need violence I need to go outside The blood boils in my veins Devise a meek escape Pure loathing will secrete What's repressed will be displaced I let them ingest but they're spitting me out Beyond my doorsteps you're hearing me shout He's the lord of sudden anger I let them ingest but they're spitting me out Beyond my doorsteps you're hearing me shout He's the lord of sudden anger And it's kicking like it's found its danger He's the lord of sudden anger
4.
Not Sober 03:30
I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober i feel so burned out I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober I feel so burned out and down and just like you I am playing in the mood digging up old letters from the days when we were young enough to see it I'm impaled by the weight of decisions compound it with a million whys slipping in multiplying divisions how's it not yet restored if it can be rectified and so they wanna come near I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober I feel so burned out I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober I feel so burned out and down and I feel it coming up urgently with no place to stop by seems like it's worsening in the best years of our lives quickening the grace time afforded by and undeserved borrowed time so I just take what is left of what they left of what is left of the leftover pie sigh I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober I feel so burned out I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober I feel so burned out and down I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober I feel so burned out I've got too much to say this pain will not go away I'm not sober I feel so burned out and down

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released November 30, 2023

Art by: Egor
Mix and Master: Dhen Dart Gonzales of Under the Mango Tree

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